The Occurrence

My conversation with a ghost

I had a very very dear friend of mine call me up from my home city, looking for some relief and peace to the occurrences happening in her home. Most of the time, ‘occurrences’ may be caused by explicable things, most of the time not necessarily a spirit, usually more so an energetic disturbance due to energetic mud puddles filled with raging emotion, or just the old creakiness of a house/place or the land itself may have attachments. Energetic mud puddles have the power to mess with electricity and technology also, it’s not always a ghost. A mud puddle is an energetic mass vibrating together caused by big emotion usually stuck within a space such as a home, office, land etc. This energetic mass can sometimes come off as a ghost or spirit due to the nature of it’s presence. It is not a conscious being, it is a mass of energy in motion, that can influence a conscious being who absorbs energy in motion. So a lot of the time when I perform home clearings and blessings, its clearing out a lot of old stagnant mud puddles, which as mentioned also cause occurrences too more so when it is fed the same vibrations to further ignite it’s frequency, emotions such as rage, anger, depression, oppression, frustration, fear, lust etc. 

Every time, before I go into a home, space or office, to do a clearing and blessing, I would always do a distance clearing remotely first. 1) to begin the energetic process of transmutation and ascending the energy, way before I got there. 2) To remotely inspect what I may be working with to transmute or clear. So I am prepared, knowing what medicines, and tools to bring, which guides to call upon. That way when I do the home clearing and blessing in the physical, they are smooth and successful. A handful of actual spiritual battles led me to incorporate number 2, that’s for another blog entry. 

I decided to do my usual remote viewing process and I got deep into meditation, knowing I had created a circle of protection, I had my fierce jaguar by my side, and I was both spiritually and energetically protected and supported, nothing could touch me in this realm. I travelled all the way to the very door and grid of her home. At the door into the home I stood there awaiting for this door to open, signalling my permission to enter, since I already received verbal permission to do the clearing, it usual happens natural, the doors to the home open welcomingly. Something was up as I was given permission therefore able to pass, and yet the door wasn’t opening for me. I called upon my helpers to enter through the front door before me to ensure my safety, and what was on the other side not allowing us to pass. They did so and the door at the back where I was, swung open. There was an absolute stillness and strange, almost stale quietness to the home as I entered . Then I began hearing a baby crying out frightened, I went to go explore, the baby girl was sitting at her highchair, and she was pointing at the stairs. From her angle in the hallway she could see the stairs clearly and her concerned look let me know something was standing on the stairs. I went to go look, holding myself in complete light. The minute I came into the hall I seen something shoot up the stairs, so I ran up the stairs still holding myself in light. Then like a jolt out of the blue, the most ugliest face possible jumped in front of me, and literally I felt myself fly back, I quickly reminded myself of the realm I was in and I knew intuitively how to stand my ground. I anchored back into the ground realizing this thing was really trying to scare me, meaning I was really scaring him, (in this realm I interpret what is through knowing there is reflections of knowledge within it) So I moved forward to find him. I pulled out this great big vacuum gun tool that I use, my future self gifted this to me in one meditation way back when, so naturally I use it during remote clearings. Anyway so I pull out my gun, and I’m looking for it, realizing it’s leaving a lot of mud puddles everywhere, like i’m talking this weird tar looking muck allover the walls and corners. As it was hiding I got to work with energetically clearing the home and bringing in white light, cleaning and clearing away that tar looking stuff. When I started in the washroom, It jumped at me again, revealing another nasty face, I was pretty freaked out at this point as the connection it was making was heavy, yet I stayed in my light and that light got brighter and brighter, pouring out my hands and body, filling the entire washroom and it jumped out of the washroom and into the closet of a room upstairs, so with my light I followed.  

I use reiki symbols to help make my work easy, so I start infusing symbols everywhere, filling the entire upstairs with light. I encountered the thing one more time, except this time I was able to shine some light on it, this gave me a better look at the perpetrator, and to my surprise I hit him on target, the light lit him up in a way, I seen him as a human spirit, a very disturbed one in this moment, however he wasn’t a demon and that gave me some comfort. He flew down the stairs all the way down the stairs again in to the basement, at this point, as I’m walking and infusing the entire energetic grid of the house with white golden light. I am trying to figure out how to proceed, and was totally thrown off at the power and what kind of human spirit I was dealing with. As the light and my helpers were working the main floor, I brought my light into the basement, where I found him, in a black cesspool of dark swirling energy. He was ugly like I’m talking exorcist ugly, and I am freaking out a bit at this point, really just trusting in my guides and helpers through this process of transmutation for this human spirit. The ugly faces had me wondering if it was actually a trickster spirit, not human at all, truth be told, I have a soft spot for human spirits, I never knew why, however after this particular conversation, it all made sense my inclinations. I immediately began centering myself, knowing he was doing everything in his power to weaken my will, potentially use me as a vessel or worse over power my consciousness in some way, see my mind was racing, my only guidance was to centre myself. So I started bringing in my bright white light even further, accessing my higher chakras for extra potency, sensing and seeing the stream change colours, the room began to fill with this brilliant illumination, and the poor soul kept trying and trying to disturb me, yet every time he came close he would back off and all I felt was this sense of wholeness, zen love and compassion.

 The light started to encapsulate him, he was screaming and morphing in and out, different creatures, shapes and sounds and before it engulfed him, He became a human man, fell to his feet, and a very dim light blue light up his dark space, he begged me to stop, as it hurt him too much. So I stood my ground, and held space for this soul. He began to speak to me, “Why are you torturing me? Why don’t you just leave me alone. I don’t even know how I got here..” I responded to him and asked him “what Do you remember about how you got here?” He angrily responded and that blue fire came blazing out his sides as he spoke “ I told you I can’t remember, I was saying my good byes lady.” Then I seen him fall to his knees, he began crying and all I could feel was his sorrow, I continued holding space for him. I asked him “ What was it about your good byes sir?” He weeped, “I was so happy, that’s all I remember and the more I stay here the angrier I get. it’s like a spiral making me lower and lower and lower.” That blue fire began to dim. I had this guidance to start reminding myself my own happy experiences and all the things I was happy for, I started bringing in this bright vibrational frequency that acted like a cord and I stuck it right in the heart centre of this entity. I began feeding him this happy energy, holding my ground, totally centered. He started crying and smiling saying he remembers, “ I remember I was saying my good byes to my nephew and I came into this house and I don’t know why I went” the cord quickly sparked and disconnected, allowing me back in the emotions of centered. And again I held space for him, as now my divine curiosity was far too invested to jump out yet. He broke down crying again, and it was pitiful and such a weirdly divine experience for me to witness all this, as I just held space and asked questions. he struggled to speak and it was as though that darkness was consuming him again.

So I sneakily started sending the white light behind so he couldn’t see, however I had to get to him and I still wanting to know how he got here, who he was, and what he was telling me? I asked him to tell me who he was and what was his unfinished business? He said “ I came to say goodbye to my grandson, like a moth to the flame I was pulled into this raging storm of emotions,” His blazing fire burned out his sides again, I realized this was him tuning into the rage. He fell to his knees again and spoke some last words. “ You see lady, I came to see my great grand child, bless my grandson’s family, I am a strong man of faith and family, and I got pulled into an argument, then my guides disconnected to me, and I became stuck in the corners of darkness of this home. I have tried to attach to my grand daughter for comfort and help to leave this place on my own, I only scare her. I lost my will somehow when I passed, I only had my drive, and it was such a good high level, my energy was nice and happy, I fear I will only live my days stuck in this cycle become more and more angry!” He yelled as the white light at this point began to consume him completely. He screamed and the low emotions screeched, and then as this fire burned at it’s brightest, one of my bigger guides came down to take him and begin his journey to where he was going, before he became stuck again. His ascension over the rainbow bridge. I finally got to see this old man, short and sweet European looking man. He had a lightness to his face, and he apologized for trying to scare me, and thanked me for helping him with my own will. I Blessed the rest of the house after he left, and my big guide who was taking him gave me strict instruction on what to use physically to ensure the successful travels of crossing over. I wrapped the entire house up in a beautiful packaged with a bow, I sealed off so no intruder can enter. I spoke with the house protectors and everything was in balance and order. I came back into my body and back to wakeful consciousness to reflect on the matter further. 

What the heavens just happened?! I was in awe at the entire in-depth training experience I just endured because really what else do you call that. I sat with the realization that something very unique, a duty, a soul responsibility of incarnating as a human this life. As a human I have the will power and this incredibly amazing consciousness that generates energy solely through my thoughts and emotions I emanate. I witnessed myself go through this entire process with this man, this soul, prodding his energy, to gain clarity on the situation, better understand where he was coming from. I noticed a pattern, that every time I had him speak upon negative emotions this darkness began to consume him. It wasn’t until I connected to him to provide that higher vibration, that was assisting him in even communicating with me, did I begin to better understand what had happened. at this point I am unsure if you are still with me with what even happened. So let me break it down.

When I came into the house the darkness that consumed him was definitely not a fan of my light, and it definitely didn’t want to leave his soul alone. When the white light was hitting him, it was like clearing out the bad energy from his energy, which is naturally what would happen when any being is infused with white light. However the conversation and him sharing the entire process of what he could recall, that really guided me to another realization. I now realize that entity’s get stuck in this realm because of the living, maybe not always, it’s people and their messy emotions, or perhaps more so a lack of self awareness. In no way am I judging anyone for any behaviours, to each their own, I do believe when people know better they do better, so I value giving someone the benefit of the doubt, and just having faith that by sharing information or just embodying the teachings, they will see and want to do better. Back to my reflection of everything, so as a human divine being, with such power, I see the utter importance of my gift of mediumship. I know when you hold that gift, as a seer, you act as a light house, even if you are still asleep to your own mediumship powers, you will still shine bright like a light house in the spirit realm, so naturally spirits will be drawn to you. Sourcing out which to give your time and energy to and which to discard connection immediately, is definitely a means for taking training to further arm yourself and better show up as a medium or simply put light worker. Every time he spoke of any negative emotions it was as though he would spiral further into that darker emotion. My light would help bring him back up to a higher vibration making him lighter. So maybe as humans we are supposed to help trapped human spirits, hold space for them, use their own will to generate energy to allow them to become light enough to leave this dense plane and travel. I say that because, I had a guide a share with me that the energetic realm is very disciplined, in complete order, an energetically conscious matter cannot travel the frequencies unless it because fast enough to travel the frequencies, especially when leaving the earth plane, as the earth planes vibrations are quite low, and if we were to measure these waves, they would be pretty spaced apart, which makes this plane dense and sticky, which allows physical matter to form. So in order to be able to travel from this plane, one must hold a higher frequency, which if we were to also measure, these waves would be very close together, allowing for momentum to jolt the entity into whatever dimensional or universal galaxy it is attuned to go. So with having this in mind, you see, I got to witness first hand this entity show me what happens when you hit a certain vibrational frequency, you take it on. Also as an entity, one you pass, you lose your will power, its almost as though being here on this plane, connected this spirit in a way it trapped him. This soul, came to say his goodbyes to his grand son apparently, got intertwined in the energy of what sounds to have been an emotional outburst, and it started causing him to spiral and spiral, he didn’t have or possess the will to even remember. I felt so honoured that I was able to help this soul, and provide peace and closure for this family. Neatly enough, get this, When I shared the following day on the phone my findings, this friend was speechless, and became emotional, she let me know that her husbands grandfather recently passed away, he and his grandfather were very close. It brought so much comfort that he was the one there with him. I explained to her what I found, that he got stuck, the darkness consumed him into this senile creature, and once he had enough light, he was willingly ready to go with the big guides. The family found so much peace in knowing he was on his route to a smooth transition, and pass over. I am beyond grateful for the experience and the divine wisdom I learnt through the process and what that ghost shared with me.

As a human, we cannot fear what is vulnerable and truly needs our help, and we as humans, have the absolute power to help. When you learn to lovingly stand your ground and hold space, react from a heart centred, and anchored space, we can conquer anything we put our energy into. As humans we hold so much power with our thoughts, and our will to choose, make choices that benefit us or allow us to thrive in that moment, generating energy that supports us and creates life all around us. You have this power, enough for yourself and to share and assist. I am grateful I assisted this sprit this way, I witnessed what sharing my light does, and I did so by using my own mind power, using my memory bank to generate the energy I wanted to emit. You can do that too, you hold that power too! So know, next time you encounter a human spirit, hold space, or politely let it know you don’t know how to help and send it off. Know you have the power to direct that spirit. Also know, Any darkness attached to a spirit would want to feed the darkness through your own projected fear or lower emotion, so do your due diligence, hold your loving ground and heart centred space, support yourself to keep your emotion high, its a great tool and add some light to this space we share with many, many dimensions. The courage you cultivate will amaze you also! You are doing your duty as an entity of the universe. If you have any questions about this particular experience or this really resonated after reading this blog post, feel free to reach out. Stay golden light workers!